Grip the ledge 

You are in the center of the storm Grip the ledge and hold on  It's not over yet  Do not give up  But do not hold your breath Just keep fighting  And you will see This is your fate  This is your destiny  Nyx

Darkness follows continued…

Darkness will follow me wherever I go  In the end everyone goes away  Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy  He is my reality I try to push him aside  But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain  He sees my weakness  He sees my shame  He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…

Free Fall #2 

Sometimes I wonder if I am being tested  To see just how much I can take  Sometimes I just do not understand  Why I never seem to land  It is just a constant free fall Never ending emptiness My feet never find the ground  All I feel is everything pushing me down  What I would … Continue reading Free Fall #2 

The land of lost souls

I have come to the land of lost souls Those of us abused and hidden away This is where we stay Those of us lost to this world Those of us in pain This is where we linger This is where we remain Abandoned and distraught Tired and broken We are the tenants of souls … Continue reading The land of lost souls

I survive that is what I do

I am a survivor, so that is what I do best Life is never easy, but I take each challenge as it comes I don't care what I have to face, or if I will ever get to rest Keep throwing shit at me I will keep deflecting it Someday you will see That you … Continue reading I survive that is what I do

Sometimes #2

So here I sit alone I try to calm my brain My thoughts again so jumbled I know that I'm not sane Sometimes I wish I wasn't me Sometimes I want to run away Sometimes I wish I could see myself as the same person every day Sometimes I wish I could see myself the … Continue reading Sometimes #2