Today I wake up to new challenges I am reminded of the uncertainty That each day brings And with each day a new dawn rises Giving me the chance to start again Giving me the energy to push myself forward Because I either rise or fall That decision is mine to make With every step … Continue reading New challenges
self-reflection
Divided
Today I find myself In a place I have never been before Divided by who I was And who I have become Nyx
Forget me
When the clouds turn dark and grey All I want to do is fade away Forget who I am Forget who I was And be someone else Nyx
Falling
I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling
Lost
I do not know where I am going My footsteps pound upon the ground I have nothing to hold onto I walk forward There is no sound No voice to lead the way I just feel lost I feel so lost today Nyx
Loneliness is what I fear
The pain It comes and goes Hits me in waves Sometimes it lasts for hours Sometimes it lasts for days Until I shut it down It is often soothed By the sound of someone else Or the sound of music Playing in my head Sometimes when the pain is gone All I feel is dread … Continue reading Loneliness is what I fear
Depression
Today I feel so hollow The depression it hits me hard There is no thought There is no action That makes me feel this way It is just a feeling that I live with Every single day Sometimes I forget Until I sit still Then I realize that this depression It is real There is … Continue reading Depression
Sometimes I question myself What my reasons are Then I remember Nyx
For the ashes of what once was
As I walk through the trees I feel the breeze It is all I have to calm me In this moment as I grieve For the wishes and dreams I did not receive For the ashes of what once was For the memories that you gave me For the days that I have wept For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was
Lost in the dark
I am lost in the dark Running so far It's never fast enough To forget what I have seen Never fast enough To forget who I thought you were I thought that I would be true to you No matter what you do I was wrong Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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