My mind is spinning All over the place What is happening to me Why won’t it stop Am I feeding from the source The source of my addiction The rush is so intense I am everywhere Yet I am nowhere Who am I Who was I before Do I care about anything anymore How do … Continue reading The rush
self-reflection
Reality
Some days I just want to sleep It’s like I can no longer feel There is no good There is no bad There is just this monotonous reality Nyx
Content
Feeling content is a gift A break from sadness and pain I am grateful for this feeling I appreciate the lack of pain I accept this gift Nyx
This face
What have I become Who was I before I do not recognize This face I see reflected at me Maybe I am already Everything I was meant to be Nyx
Walk away
My perception sees wrong intention Is my perception real Is this sinking feeling justified Take take take That’s what I see She takes takes takes Until there is only a shell of me I used to want to give But sometimes giving is not enough I realize today That sometimes the only answer Is to … Continue reading Walk away
Mantra for today
Protect Your Peace Nyx
Let the games begin
Some days are so hard When my mind is against me Making things harder than they need to be So I fight to stop these thoughts It seems I never really win I rise again today Let the games begin Nyx
This is not the end
Today I feel so lost I used to be so sure of my direction Where I was going Who I was Who I wanted to be Now I feel myself grow tired Of the frustration each day brings Wondering what is happening to me Feeling this lack of security It is tearing me apart Indecision … Continue reading This is not the end
Humbled
A path I thought was certain Is no longer there for me I know I must accept this But the anxiety burns my chest I was so sure of myself So sure of who I would be So sure of what I would do It filled me with joy These thoughts of the path I … Continue reading Humbled
Faith
Uncertainty ruled my thoughts today But self reflection guided me Onto a better path It showed me what I needed to see There is no certainty in the steps we take in life But there is faith in a future that can be bright Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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