I listen as the world moves around me
Self hate is boiling inside
Bubbling over into reality
Nyx
I listen as the world moves around me
Self hate is boiling inside
Bubbling over into reality
Nyx
My body feels foreign
It disgusts me
Will I ever love myself
Will I ever find a way
To not hate myself again today
Nyx
I am alone again
My thoughts have slowed down
I slept and then woke up to sadness
Once again not knowing what to do
At least I have my furry companions
They lay beside me now
Taking away a little piece of the pain
That pulls the rest of me away
My will is broken
The sadness is too strong
It keeps me trapped here in the darkness
Wishing it will end
Wishing I will see the light again
No matter what I do
No matter what I say
No matter where I go
The sadness never goes away
It is like an endless pit
That nothing will ever fill
I can climb it and think I’m getting better
I can climb so high
Then I scream
Then I shout
But I fear I will never make it out
Nyx