The Pit

I am alone again My thoughts have slowed down I slept and then woke up to sadness Once again not knowing what to do At least I have my furry companions They lay beside me now Taking away a little piece of the pain That pulls the rest of me away My will is broken … Continue reading The Pit

Addictions

Push him out Let him in Push him out Let him in Pain Emptiness More pain I wish I could change But I’ll probably just stay the same I had a taste of my addiction Now it’s gone I just want to be dead Nyx

Gone

I hear the footsteps soften As another person walks away Deep inside I feel the pain As my body grieves On the surface I wear a smile I show no weakness I show no pain Another scar hardens around my heart Another one slithered through And now he is gone Nyx

Thicker Skin

I wake up today again with hope That I will make it through Anything that comes at me As the tide rips through I have survived so many storms Each storm has left a scar These scars left have hardened me Made my skin thicker than it was before This is what I say to … Continue reading Thicker Skin

Scars

Beneath the sand I stayed still and calm Slowly I pulled myself up...I reached for a branch...I gripped it in my hand The branch was sturdy enough to hold as I made myself stand I looked up and once again found the strength from the beauty of the stars Peace fills my heart...I feel love … Continue reading Scars