I question everything I question everyone I don't know where I am I don't know what I have done I am lost right now My steps have led me astray I hope I find my way again today Nyx
sadness
Erase me
I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me
Monotonous life
Each day I rise with hope Some days it lasts Some days it does not Today I hope I find the peace that I seek I hope that in a few hours I do not feel weak I hope that deep inside I keep Some form of strength left Because I feel beaten down I … Continue reading Monotonous life
I have lost all hope
I have moments of peace They do not last long Then I feel the pain As I try to sing along Sometimes words may help me Sometimes they do not All I know for sure Is peace is all I have ever sought No matter how much I have cried No matter how much I … Continue reading I have lost all hope
Lost to this world
I feel numb Lost to this world I am fading Fading into nothing I no longer care About anything at all All I want to do is free fall Free fall to nothing Close my eyes Feel the air Pushing against my skin I feel the darkness push me further As I slowly disappear Farther … Continue reading Lost to this world
Drifting
Underneath the lamplight I lay my weary head Thinking I might be safer But still wishing I was dead A drifter is what I was I guess I still am Drifting from here to there Going no where Stepping forward Then stepping back Waiting for the next swing Bracing myself for the next hit Wondering … Continue reading Drifting
How I breathe today
When I reflect When I stop When I think about Where I come from All I feel is pain An agony so piercing An agony so deep It is all consuming This agony I feel What I wouldn't give For it not to be real These images of my past And all the pain that … Continue reading How I breathe today
No more tears today
At this moment I trust no one At this moment my hope in others is gone I feel no joy in the company that I keep My heart has been ripped open By all of the promises that have been broken I shed no more tears today I have said all there is to say … Continue reading No more tears today
Yearning for peace
Once again I feel my chest cave in I feel my head ache I long for an escape I long for peace from this life I long to escape today Go somewhere far away Sometimes I dream of being someone else Ignorant to the world around me I do not want to be aware of … Continue reading Yearning for peace
Float away
I feel my skin burn within I feel my heart shatter I cannot help but ask myself Why does anything matter I try to make it through each day I try to hold my head high I show a smile upon my face A smile that isn't real All I want is peace from this … Continue reading Float away
Words From The Borderline 
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