Need to pretend

I would rather suffer In any other way Then feel the things I feel Every single day It does not stop this cycle Will it ever end When will I find peace When will I no longer Need to pretend Nyx

Depression

Today I feel so hollow The depression it hits me hard There is no thought There is no action That makes me feel this way It is just a feeling that I live with Every single day Sometimes I forget Until I sit still Then I realize that this depression It is real There is … Continue reading Depression

The clouds are closing in

Trying to push through today But the clouds are closing in They are there to remind me That darkness hovers It still exists within Just beyond my currents thoughts The darkness seeps through I feel the pain as it starts to burn Then I close my eyes and see All the things I have seen … Continue reading The clouds are closing in

Lost 

I feel lost today And I hope that no one can see The sadness behind my eyes as the ground beneath my feet is swept away My heart breaks moving from one place to the next I am so tired of smiling...and pretending to be ok I just want to be alone My foundation is gone … Continue reading Lost 

Rotten 

I wake up and I live I wake up and give What's left of what I have inside The darkness took a chunk of who I am I can no longer pretend to be whole when I am not I may have missing pieces but I have not forgotten That sometimes a person is just … Continue reading Rotten