The sadness hits me As soon as I close the door I feel the hate for myself More than anything else The hate, the shame, and my hollow soul Nyx
poetry
Promises
You promised me the words That I wanted to hear Then you told me the truth All the lies that you spoke That I started to fall for Pushed me right out that door Nyx
Burning
There it is again That old familiar pain Taking away another piece of me What do you do When all hope is gone Where do you go When there is nowhere left There is nowhere I can feel peace for long Nowhere that it does not hurt Everything that is wrong with me I see … Continue reading Burning
Finding strength
More than I ever have I have to find the strength I have to believe That I can be better That I can live my life some day Without the pain I felt before With every decision I make With everything that I have left to give I rise today for you For those who … Continue reading Finding strength
Forget me
When the clouds turn dark and grey All I want to do is fade away Forget who I am Forget who I was And be someone else Nyx
Death and comfort
You are dead to me Because that’s the way it needs to be Get the hell away from me Before I make you hurt You don’t want to feel the way that I do Just get the hell away from me That’s all I ask of you Nyx
Hell
How do I make it stop How do I escape This hell that is my fate Nyx
Still drifting
I walk this world a wanderer Drifting from here to there It is hard to believe I am still breathing But here I am still wandering the land Some days I wish I was not me Somedays I wish I was gone Today I sit here, still breathing Always fighting through the pain Always fighting … Continue reading Still drifting
Fate
Will I be alone forever I fear I must accept my fate The loneliness it grips me hard The pain it rips me apart Once again I wish I was gone Maybe there is a place I belong Right now as I cry in the dark I care about nothing because I cannot I cannot … Continue reading Fate
My home
Seconds pass into minutes Minutes pass into hours Hours pass into years Will I ever really be ok I have faced my fears I have seen it all There is nothing that anyone can do To stop me today Time is passing so quickly Memories are fading away What I have longed for I have … Continue reading My home
Words From The Borderline 
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