I pretend to smile I pretend to be ok I hold back on things I should say I pretend not to see that you screwed me I pretend not to feel the pain I don't want to see my reality The selfishness of the people around me These people who pretend to care Where are … Continue reading Pretend
poetry
Fly
If you want to fly, give up everything that weighs you down - Buddha
Tension
I feel the tension radiate from him to me It makes me crazy...I can't breathe He is hurting me with his tension...why can't he see I just want to be calm...I just want to be free I want to be alone I want to be away from this I know longer want to be his
Sometimes #2
So here I sit alone I try to calm my brain My thoughts again so jumbled I know that I'm not sane Sometimes I wish I wasn't me Sometimes I want to run away Sometimes I wish I could see myself as the same person every day Sometimes I wish I could see myself the … Continue reading Sometimes #2
Do not fall
I sit and listen to the sound of my heart beating I feel my mind retreating Falling back into that dark place Don’t look behind you Just keep looking ahead Don’t remember any of the words he said In the end all you have is you No one else has seen what you have No … Continue reading Do not fall
The light has dawned again
The light has dawned again A new day has come I hate that I am reminded sometimes where I come from Once again I bring myself out of that dark place Once again I stand up and look past that face Leave me alone darkness I swear you will never win Stay where you belong... … Continue reading The light has dawned again
Incomplete
I dream of something more Someone I have searched for...but have not found I feel incomplete...alone...and bound I don't want to stop searching but I have given up hope I thought I found you more than once I thought I found you but I was wrong So here I sit and feel the pain I … Continue reading Incomplete
The beauty of the rain
I wake up and I fight today As the rain falls from the sky I wonder why sometimes sadness grips me As I wait for you and I... To find that special place...to find that common ground In the meantime I listen as the rain falls I listen to the sound So peaceful it makes … Continue reading The beauty of the rain
Fu** you
Wow does it suck when people disappoint you But you know what's worse...when your the idiot who continues to let them do it So today I say fuc* your indifference Fuc* my idiocy and fuc* you
Love and adoration
To feel love and adoration Unconditional and unbreakable To be the center of focus To be loved beyond measure To feel beautiful every day How I long to feel this way Nyx © Nyx0519
Words From The Borderline 
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