My guardians of the night 

I write these lines to my guardians  For the people who saved my life  I will never forget you  I owe my strength  I owe my hope in humanity  To each and every one of you  To those who have fought for me  For those who stood beside a lost child  For those who showed … Continue reading My guardians of the night 

As my heart peels away

I watch as the sun rises  I watch as the sun sets  I can not help but wonder  Is this as good as it gets  These moments here and there  These moments when I find my way  These moments when I write to you  When I show you the way  I wear my heart on … Continue reading As my heart peels away

I’m a dreamer 

With the ups and downs I see Hills and mountains laid out before me Here and there I find a path  Here and there I find a stream  Every now and then a valley  Like a story book from a dream I cherish these moments  They are rare  When I suffer I take myself there  … Continue reading I’m a dreamer 

Remember

I exist as a shell My soul in eternal hell The pain is too much So I shut it all away Lost again today Lost my will to live I did the best I could I tried to distract I tried to talk it through I tried to push away from myself Before I slammed … Continue reading Remember

Break the silence 

Sometimes I think that I am beaten  Sometimes I think that I am done  That is when I stop and remember  Everything that you have done  These actions drive me forward  These memories that you made  You were the one I trusted  My life was in your hands  Everything I did to make you proud … Continue reading Break the silence 

My feet in the sand

I feel the ocean pull me  It is like a beacon of light  I feel the energy surround me  It is so powerful  It is so strong  It is here in this moment  With my feet in the sand This is where I belong  Nyx

I rise 

Once again I rise with hope in my heart  That today will be better than yesterday  That I will not fall into despair  That I will not long for sleep  That I will not pray for peace  I may be lost  I may be broken  I may have lost the words to say  Words I … Continue reading I rise 

Trust

Through the ups and downs I see A hand reached out beside me  I hesitate but take this hand  Trusting him to catch me before I land 

Strength 

I wake up with renewed strength  I do not know how I feel this way  I do not know how I find the will  To wake up and carry on  But somehow this is what I do  Day after day  I wake up and I move  Hoping this day will be better than the last … Continue reading Strength 

Away from the light

At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light