I have moments of peace They do not last long Then I feel the pain As I try to sing along Sometimes words may help me Sometimes they do not All I know for sure Is peace is all I have ever sought No matter how much I have cried No matter how much I … Continue reading I have lost all hope
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Lost to this world
I feel numb Lost to this world I am fading Fading into nothing I no longer care About anything at all All I want to do is free fall Free fall to nothing Close my eyes Feel the air Pushing against my skin I feel the darkness push me further As I slowly disappear Farther … Continue reading Lost to this world
What will come next
Today I wake Weary with dread Wondering What will come next Nyx
The tide
I try to push the feeling away But as the panic rises I have no control It bursts through me like a tidal wave There is nothing I can do today The tide has blown me away Nyx
Drifting
Underneath the lamplight I lay my weary head Thinking I might be safer But still wishing I was dead A drifter is what I was I guess I still am Drifting from here to there Going no where Stepping forward Then stepping back Waiting for the next swing Bracing myself for the next hit Wondering … Continue reading Drifting
How I breathe today
When I reflect When I stop When I think about Where I come from All I feel is pain An agony so piercing An agony so deep It is all consuming This agony I feel What I wouldn't give For it not to be real These images of my past And all the pain that … Continue reading How I breathe today
Hoping I make it back to you
Life is an endless array of obstacles This I know is true All I do is bear it and keep going All I do is hope I make it through These obstacles block the way home They make me crawl inside myself Longing to be alone I always see them coming These obstacles you see … Continue reading Hoping I make it back to you
Believe in you
There are moments when I lose hope in everyone Then I realize that I do not need them The only thing I need Is to believe in me Nyx
No more tears today
At this moment I trust no one At this moment my hope in others is gone I feel no joy in the company that I keep My heart has been ripped open By all of the promises that have been broken I shed no more tears today I have said all there is to say … Continue reading No more tears today
A lion who fears no one
When the walls cave in on me When it is too dark to see I feel the anger beneath my skin It is part of the darkness buried within The rage pushes me forward It gives me strength I have reached a path A path of no return If you are in my gaze You … Continue reading A lion who fears no one
Words From The Borderline 
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