Lost 

I question everything  I question everyone I don't know where I am  I don't know what I have done I am lost right now  My steps have led me astray  I hope I find my way again today  Nyx

Escape 

Today I rise with certainty  Knowing my mind is too busy to be held down This is how I escape my hell  Nyx

No one left 

There are some things  I will never understand  A love I will never see  This was never meant for me  The type of love bonded through blood This is forever lost  I fill the void in other ways  Sometimes it has a cost  I can fill my mind with wishes  Dreams and hopes of love  … Continue reading No one left 

Your end 

I raise my head higher Never looking down  My goal is to stay this predator that I am  In my empire I will stand  Without doubt, anger, or fear  My enemies will quiver when I am near  If you face me you will lose  In the end I always win  Play your hand my friend  … Continue reading Your end 

Blue skies 

The demon I know  Or the unknown  There is no clear path shown  I wander away from the demon Fighting through the trees  I hope I find blue skies today  As I continue to walk away  Nyx

Break through

Once again I am given clarity  When I break through the pain  I am grateful for these moments  These moments I can see Just how strong I really am  When I look at what is in front of me I prepare myself once more  There is a tally I have taken  I know the score  … Continue reading Break through

Where I breathe 

Peace fills me  As I feel the breeze in the air  Listening to the sound of nature  I feel like I am home  This is where my heart is Outside behind the trees  This is where I can rest  This is where I breathe  No negative words No negative emotions  This is all I think  … Continue reading Where I breathe 

Bleeding inside 

Hopeful for a moment  Then the pain hit  I cannot control these emotions  I wish that I could  I wish that someone  Really understood  How unbearable the pain is  I sit hear bleeding inside  Trying to hold on yet again  I am so tired my friends I just want it to end  Nyx

Holding on

I keep my head held high  Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions  Letting my mind drift  Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves  Feeling the peace  That this sound brings  Holding on to who I am  As I feel my feet dig into the sand  Nyx 

Insight 

At this moment  I do not want to be me  Insight is a gift and a curse  It shows me things  Things I wish I could not see  Nyx