All I need

I thought I was lost before That was before I opened the door There is no foundation There is no ground I have been looking But I have not found That hand to catch me As I free float in the air All I want is someone to love me All I need is someone … Continue reading All I need

No one

I feel the ice Pressed against my skin I feel the air compress As my chest caves in I hear myself As I gasp for air There is no one there Nyx

Obstacles

With every obstacle that I face I know there will be another To take its place It does not matter Let them come As long as I am still breathing I will not stop Until I have won Nyx

Not slowing down

One door closes As another opens I have chosen to walk forward Picking paths as I go Not slowing down Until I have found What I am looking for Nyx

God give me strength

How much more Can I take I just do not know I feel ripped to the core I care about nothing I am so close to ending it God give me strength I’ve been fighting for so long God give me the strength To go on Nyx

Because of you

I have lost faith in the world Because of you I believe in nothing Because of you You had a mouth full of promises But a pocket full of secrets All the lies that you told me All the things that I did not see They almost caused my demise Why couldn’t I see it … Continue reading Because of you

Pandora’s box

I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box

Falling

I feel myself falling Further and further When does it end When do I hit the ground Nyx

Move on

I feel the tall grass between my fingers As I walk along the path My heartache lingers As I realize I can never turn back I see the stream as it flows forward Centering myself today I have to live in the moment I have to keep myself calm It is the only way That … Continue reading Move on