No one

There is no one here To hold my hand There is no one here To tell me everything will be ok There is no one here To hold me and let me cry There is no one here To stop me from destroying myself Nyx

Broken

I exist in my own hell A busted broken shell I break everyday Nothing takes the pain away There is no song that brings lasting peace There is no wind on my face There is no ground to walk on There is nothing anyone can say Because they all walk away I wish I did … Continue reading Broken

Let go

I barely make it through Everything that I do No matter what I have done I have yet to feel the sun It does not shine upon my face There is no warm welcoming embrace As I find myself here There is no one near No one to wipe away my tears No one to … Continue reading Let go

The void

Nothing can fill this void This void within my soul Will I ever feel whole Nyx

Never enough

You cannot fill the void This hollow shell that I am It will never be enough   Nyx

One of the damned

Will you keep loving me When you see who I really am When you see inside When you find out I am one of the damned Nyx

You watched me fade away

I reach for your hand But you let it go You watched me fall You watched me fade away I would have lived if you had stayed But I did not matter enough Disclaimer When I speak of death it is often a representation of an end. I do not want this to be misinterpreted … Continue reading You watched me fade away

Need to pretend

I would rather suffer In any other way Then feel the things I feel Every single day It does not stop this cycle Will it ever end When will I find peace When will I no longer Need to pretend Nyx

Into the unknown

The cycle it repeats As the pressure crushes me Every single day Sometimes it starts with panic Sometimes it is the sadness No matter what it brings The only way to end it Is to drift away Somewhere else I go Deep inside my mind Into the unknown This is the end of me The … Continue reading Into the unknown

Down below

Like a moth to a flame I fear it will always be the same I feel my skin as it burns I watch the world as it turns It fades from white to black So quickly the flames grow Consuming me completely I have never felt pain so deeply Then I let myself go Falling … Continue reading Down below