I am lost in the dark Running so far It's never fast enough To forget what I have seen Never fast enough To forget who I thought you were I thought that I would be true to you No matter what you do I was wrong Nyx
pain
When my soul is gone
Sometimes despair drags me down Through this haze of memories Through years of turmoil My body sinks Until it is anchored down Then the room fills with water As I lay chained to the ground Once again I gulp for air Until I can no longer breathe This is when the emptiness comes This is … Continue reading When my soul is gone
No one left
There are some things I will never understand A love I will never see This was never meant for me The type of love bonded through blood This is forever lost I fill the void in other ways Sometimes it has a cost I can fill my mind with wishes Dreams and hopes of love … Continue reading No one left
Erase me
I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me
Monotonous life
Each day I rise with hope Some days it lasts Some days it does not Today I hope I find the peace that I seek I hope that in a few hours I do not feel weak I hope that deep inside I keep Some form of strength left Because I feel beaten down I … Continue reading Monotonous life
I have lost all hope
I have moments of peace They do not last long Then I feel the pain As I try to sing along Sometimes words may help me Sometimes they do not All I know for sure Is peace is all I have ever sought No matter how much I have cried No matter how much I … Continue reading I have lost all hope
Drifting
Underneath the lamplight I lay my weary head Thinking I might be safer But still wishing I was dead A drifter is what I was I guess I still am Drifting from here to there Going no where Stepping forward Then stepping back Waiting for the next swing Bracing myself for the next hit Wondering … Continue reading Drifting
How I breathe today
When I reflect When I stop When I think about Where I come from All I feel is pain An agony so piercing An agony so deep It is all consuming This agony I feel What I wouldn't give For it not to be real These images of my past And all the pain that … Continue reading How I breathe today
No more tears today
At this moment I trust no one At this moment my hope in others is gone I feel no joy in the company that I keep My heart has been ripped open By all of the promises that have been broken I shed no more tears today I have said all there is to say … Continue reading No more tears today
As my heart peels away
I watch as the sun rises I watch as the sun sets I can not help but wonder Is this as good as it gets These moments here and there These moments when I find my way These moments when I write to you When I show you the way I wear my heart on … Continue reading As my heart peels away
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