Alone I sit Trying to make myself numb It is not working today As I push another away I feel the pain in my chest I am attracted to destruction In this attraction I feel no shame It is only myself That I have to blame I am trying to remember something good I just … Continue reading Destruction
pain
There is only rain
The loneliness It cripples me People only care To some degree I see this when they walk away Because they always leave Today there is no light Today I cannot see There is only darkness There is only pain There are no roses There is only rain The agony is always there When I let … Continue reading There is only rain
You are not alone
The best poets Are the most tortured souls At least that is what I believe The ones who suffer everyday Longing for the pain to subside Hoping that someday they find away To feel the peace they seek everyday In the meantime just know That I hope you find that love you need That I … Continue reading You are not alone
Battle
I hold my sword toward the sky I feel everything All the pain All the loss All the sorrow I take the blade I slice my hand I watch the blood drip Into the sand In this moment I swear to myself I will not fail I will not stop I look upon my enemy … Continue reading Battle
Loneliness is what I fear
The pain It comes and goes Hits me in waves Sometimes it lasts for hours Sometimes it lasts for days Until I shut it down It is often soothed By the sound of someone else Or the sound of music Playing in my head Sometimes when the pain is gone All I feel is dread … Continue reading Loneliness is what I fear
Lingers
I am always reminded Of the uncertainty in this life Of the things that I have lost Of the cruelty Of the ones who look away And the ones who do not stay I am left a wanderer Lost in this world Yet driven to be more than what I am Pushing myself every day … Continue reading Lingers
Another day
I cry everyday Nothing keeps the pain away As soon as I am alone It hits me hard I feel so broken I feel so lost Every day I live I feel the cost I feel myself grow weary I feel the drain All I feel is agony It is always the same I do … Continue reading Another day
What is Love
Love is something I do not know Does it linger Does it grow Is it fleeting Or does it remain Is it only there When someone has something to gain I do not understand this emotion All I feel is pain Nyx
Treading water
Today I feel broken As I push myself to do What needs to be done Once again relying on no one Every turn leads to a wall Before the foundation gives Before I fall I see the water below It lies beneath as the ground gives way I am treading water today Nyx
God give me strength
How much more Can I take I just do not know I feel ripped to the core I care about nothing I am so close to ending it God give me strength I’ve been fighting for so long God give me the strength To go on Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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