The panic hits me Then I crash I cannot control it There is no turning back It starts like a tidal wave Rising and turning My chest starts to pound Then it starts burning I breathe in the air I listen for a sound I feel the world close in around me As the air … Continue reading No control
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I wake up and try to think I can do this today I can will the anxiety away
Anxiety
I try not to worry about tomorrow I try not to worry about yesterday Somehow this doesn’t matter No matter what I tell myself No matter what you say to me Anxiety, It takes away the words you say It takes away my rational mind Until there is nothing left But this electricity is wired … Continue reading Anxiety
I will win again today
When I feel defeated When I want to stay down I find the anger I find it somehow I remember what they have done This is why I fight This is why I have to will myself to move This is why I strive to be better Every single day This is how I find … Continue reading I will win again today
I will never stop fighting
I feel the emptiness as it starts to grow I feel it slip through the cracks It is starting to show My face no longer wants to smile The anger inside me It just continues to build The rage it boils The pain burns As my fists clench I know I will fight you all … Continue reading I will never stop fighting
Turning the page
I sit here hoping I can keep This eternal peace that I seek Today I have won I have felt the light Shine down from the sun I have felt the breeze on my face I ran through the woods At my own pace I will keep this hope in my heart As I turn … Continue reading Turning the page
As the water falls
I listen as the water falls What a soothing sound I feel my body go still I let go of worry I let go of sorrow I just sit here and listen As it all fades away Closing my eyes I find some peace today Nyx
The clouds are closing in
Trying to push through today But the clouds are closing in They are there to remind me That darkness hovers It still exists within Just beyond my currents thoughts The darkness seeps through I feel the pain as it starts to burn Then I close my eyes and see All the things I have seen … Continue reading The clouds are closing in
Finding balance and strength
I hear the sound of the world outside As I try to find balance in my life I have always struggled to get by I have never stopped asking myself why I have made the decisions I have so far Then I reflect and tell myself This is who you are With every step forward … Continue reading Finding balance and strength
Ready for battle
I hear the raindrops Tick off my armor As I stand in the valley Ready for battle I hold my sword to the sky As I watch you quiver with fear I look in your eyes Before I say good bye Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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