I saw myself in someone else today I wanted to take her hand And give her hope I wanted to tell her I understand Nyx
life
A shadow
I exist As a shadow I float through the world They hear my voice But I do not let them see through the smoke As I flow through the air Because I know that I can switch it off And no longer care A blessing and a curse Forward than reverse I long to be … Continue reading A shadow
Let go
I barely make it through Everything that I do No matter what I have done I have yet to feel the sun It does not shine upon my face There is no warm welcoming embrace As I find myself here There is no one near No one to wipe away my tears No one to … Continue reading Let go
Quote for today
"There is good in everything, if only we look for it.” — Laura Ingalls Wilder
Need to pretend
I would rather suffer In any other way Then feel the things I feel Every single day It does not stop this cycle Will it ever end When will I find peace When will I no longer Need to pretend Nyx
For them
Tomorrow the sun will rise As I close my eyes I see the world turn black Sometimes I want to stay this way Keep them closed forever There are a few things that keep me here So I will open them again tomorrow Push past the sorrow And walk out the door Not for me … Continue reading For them
Without a home
She exists alone again There is no one there To hold her hand She seeks peace within herself Because she has no choice Forward she walks Into the unknown Somber still Without a home Nyx
For just a moment
As she walks away The grass dies beneath her feet The trees are blown from sight The clouds they turn to grey As the storm comes She looks to the sky As the rain falls She closes her eyes For just a moment she feels peace Nyx
Shut it down
In the end I see There will be no one beside me I have to make myself believe That I will be alright someday That somehow I can make myself Shut it down again All the pain inside I have to make it stop Nyx
As I walk through the storm
He made me cry Before I said goodbye There is no perfect mix No one who can see Who I really am Who I strive to be I exist and yet I do not All my life I have fought To find the balance that I need In order to push myself I need to … Continue reading As I walk through the storm
Words From The Borderline 
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