Fear

Just like that My hope can fall The higher my hope is The farther the drop Fear can paralyze me Fear can make my heart stop Nyx  

Motionless 

You are like a dream  I have just awoken from  You are here  But then you are gone  Always there  But just out of reach  When you are here  I already miss you  So stay with me  Motionless  In this moment forever  Nyx

Wild as the wind blows

How wild I really am Only my true love knows  I am as wild as the wind blows    

Music # 4

Sometimes it feels so good to dance  To twirl around to the sound  Of sweet music  Beautiful music  To soothe my mind  I never have  I never will  Be brought to this place of beauty  This place I can move and sway  Forget about my worries  Forget about today  Only with music I can find … Continue reading Music # 4

There are somethings I may never find

I really never know what to expect  So many people have come and gone  But some haven't left me yet  I am not an ordinary person  In an ordinary life  I have seen my nightmares become real  I have lost everything and everyone  I have walked hand in hand with someone,  but still felt alone  … Continue reading There are somethings I may never find

Sometimes tears say all there is to say 

When I am feeling lost I look up to the sky and see  The starlight in all its beauty shine down upon me  When I feel the pain I gaze into the night  I hope for happiness I hope for peace from the light  I want someone to take away this loneliness, take away the … Continue reading Sometimes tears say all there is to say 

Hope

I have tried to drift away into nothing But something always brings me back I have tried to drift into the valley of shadow But something will not let me go I have tried to escape this shit storm that is my life But something keeps me here That something is hope Nyx Image Source: http://abduction.ml … Continue reading Hope

I yearn for…

As the wind blows and the world turns I yearn for something real I yearn for the emptiness To no longer exist I yearn for the gap in my soul To fill itself I yearn for the pain To never come back I yearn for people To stop disappointing me I yearn for peace From … Continue reading I yearn for…

Something to live for

"The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding something to live for." Fyodor Dostoyevsky, The Brothers Karamazov

I survive that is what I do

I am a survivor, so that is what I do best Life is never easy, but I take each challenge as it comes I don't care what I have to face, or if I will ever get to rest Keep throwing shit at me I will keep deflecting it Someday you will see That you … Continue reading I survive that is what I do