I feel the sadness as it starts to spread Is there something wrong Or is it all in my head I do not know where I am going All is feel is my world turning In my chest I feel the pain The ache that never goes away I am lost beyond this world Everyone … Continue reading Is it all in my head ?
life is not a pot of petunias
You are not alone
The best poets Are the most tortured souls At least that is what I believe The ones who suffer everyday Longing for the pain to subside Hoping that someday they find away To feel the peace they seek everyday In the meantime just know That I hope you find that love you need That I … Continue reading You are not alone
In the end
And in the end I stand alone My skin is made of leather My heart is shielded in stone This is the way I must be Because they all betray me Nyx
Loneliness is what I fear
The pain It comes and goes Hits me in waves Sometimes it lasts for hours Sometimes it lasts for days Until I shut it down It is often soothed By the sound of someone else Or the sound of music Playing in my head Sometimes when the pain is gone All I feel is dread … Continue reading Loneliness is what I fear
I will not stop
There is no rhyme or reason For the way I feel All that I can say Is that the agony is real It comes in waves This feeling of despair Sometimes it hits me hard Then it is not there This feeling slowly wears me down As the days pass by It wears me down … Continue reading I will not stop
Treading water
Today I feel broken As I push myself to do What needs to be done Once again relying on no one Every turn leads to a wall Before the foundation gives Before I fall I see the water below It lies beneath as the ground gives way I am treading water today Nyx
My heart a broken stone
And another walks away Like so many have before That is just what they do Before I feel the knife slam through The loneliness and the pain It always feels the same Who have I become I exist and yet I am no one I walk this world alone My heart a broken stone The … Continue reading My heart a broken stone
No one
I feel the ice Pressed against my skin I feel the air compress As my chest caves in I hear myself As I gasp for air There is no one there Nyx
Obstacles
With every obstacle that I face I know there will be another To take its place It does not matter Let them come As long as I am still breathing I will not stop Until I have won Nyx
Depression
Today I feel so hollow The depression it hits me hard There is no thought There is no action That makes me feel this way It is just a feeling that I live with Every single day Sometimes I forget Until I sit still Then I realize that this depression It is real There is … Continue reading Depression
Words From The Borderline 
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