You are the ground beneath my feet as I walk You are the sun on my skin that warms me and brings me strength You are the moon that lights the way for me so that I can see throughout the darkness of night You are my King standing beside me always ready to fight … Continue reading My King
life
A new path
Have I finally found the one It sure feels that way Nothing is the way it was before I feel hope again I felt it as soon as he walked through my door I see a new path before me Instead of walking blindly I have found my way To do what I was meant … Continue reading A new path
The rush
My mind is spinning All over the place What is happening to me Why won’t it stop Am I feeding from the source The source of my addiction The rush is so intense I am everywhere Yet I am nowhere Who am I Who was I before Do I care about anything anymore How do … Continue reading The rush
What do I grieve
I am grieving a loss but what do I grieve Is it those few moments of sweet reprieve Is it that feeling that never stays Peace that comes and then goes away Opening up the gateway for the pain as it departs Tearing my heart into smaller parts Parts and pieces are all I … Continue reading What do I grieve
Acceptance
Today the sadness has passed I have to accept things as they are I need to stop having expectations I was always meant to walk this world alone I need to set my dreams aside I need to accept that I am broken This path is not meant for me to take It will only … Continue reading Acceptance
Dear God
Once again I long for death Devastated and broken By what I have spoken To someone who cared about me Sometimes I wonder if the pain will rip me apart Sometimes I wonder if the pain will stop my heart What would I be If I was not me Darkness and pain Fire and anger … Continue reading Dear God
Today
I’ve been avoiding the sunlight I’ve been avoiding my life I am so tired of many things Most of all I am tired of myself Tired of the shame Tired of the pain Tired of existing as I am What is the point of life If I am unable to live it Why give me … Continue reading Today
Home
My heart springs open Creaking loudly from being closed so long Have I found my person Have I found my home Have I finally found the piece Offering me my sweet release Have I finally found the one After so much darkness Is he the sun Nyx
Content
Feeling content is a gift A break from sadness and pain I am grateful for this feeling I appreciate the lack of pain I accept this gift Nyx
Happily ever after
I try to cherish these moments These moments of clarity These moments when I feel ok This fleeting time has come and gone The hours and days go faster All I can do is hope that some day I will find my happily ever after Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
You must be logged in to post a comment.