My King

You are the ground beneath my feet as I walk You are the sun on my skin that warms me and brings me strength You are the moon that lights the way for me so that I can see throughout the darkness of night You are my King standing beside me always ready to fight … Continue reading My King

A new path

Have I finally found the one It sure feels that way Nothing is the way it was before I feel hope again I felt it as soon as he walked through my door I see a new path before me Instead of walking blindly I have found my way To do what I was meant … Continue reading A new path

The rush

My mind is spinning All over the place What is happening to me Why won’t it stop Am I feeding from the source The source of my addiction The rush is so intense I am everywhere Yet I am nowhere Who am I Who was I before Do I care about anything anymore How do … Continue reading The rush

Deep within

I have seen your eyes before I have heard your voice I have felt your skin There is something deep within Something that surpasses time Something that I know is true I was always meant to love you Nyx

Today

I’ve been avoiding the sunlight I’ve been avoiding my life I am so tired of many things Most of all I am tired of myself Tired of the shame Tired of the pain Tired of existing as I am What is the point of life If I am unable to live it Why give me … Continue reading Today

Dancing together

I see us in a dream Dancing around the room together Smiles are all I see Laughter is all I hear In this haze that could be today In this haze that could be tomorrow Or from a different time and place These memories flood me That my soul could not erase Of us dancing … Continue reading Dancing together

Reality

Some days I just want to sleep It’s like I can no longer feel There is no good There is no bad There is just this monotonous reality Nyx

Content

Feeling content is a gift A break from sadness and pain I am grateful for this feeling I appreciate the lack of pain I accept this gift Nyx

Will I find myself again

I wake up feeling this tension It wraps around my heart I wake up with good intention But I feel this anxiety It is there as soon as I wake Can I get through this day Without feeling my heart break Can I get through this day Feeling better at the end Will I find … Continue reading Will I find myself again

I do not walk alone

All this time I thought I was walking alone I was wrong There has always been a presence beside me This presence that is trying to guide me Guide me towards my purpose Guide me towards peace There is a purpose for this pain I am reassured by this In everything that I do Sometimes … Continue reading I do not walk alone