No more tears today 

At this moment I trust no one  At this moment my hope in others is gone  I feel no joy in the company that I keep  My heart has been ripped open By all of the promises that have been broken I shed no more tears today  I have said all there is to say  … Continue reading No more tears today 

Float away 

I feel my skin burn within  I feel my heart shatter  I cannot help but ask myself  Why does anything matter  I try to make it through each day  I try to hold my head high I show a smile upon my face  A smile that isn't real  All I want is peace from this … Continue reading Float away 

As my heart peels away

I watch as the sun rises  I watch as the sun sets  I can not help but wonder  Is this as good as it gets  These moments here and there  These moments when I find my way  These moments when I write to you  When I show you the way  I wear my heart on … Continue reading As my heart peels away

Break the silence 

Sometimes I think that I am beaten  Sometimes I think that I am done  That is when I stop and remember  Everything that you have done  These actions drive me forward  These memories that you made  You were the one I trusted  My life was in your hands  Everything I did to make you proud … Continue reading Break the silence 

Darkness follows continued…

Darkness will follow me wherever I go  In the end everyone goes away  Darkness tells me so Darkness is not my enemy  He is my reality I try to push him aside  But he always finds a way He inflicts the pain  He sees my weakness  He sees my shame  He knows the apathy is … Continue reading Darkness follows continued…

I wish for peace tonight 

The loneliness grips my beating heart  It crushes my chest  It rips me apart  When I sit still it all comes back  All the pain  All the heartache  Everything that has been done Everything that I wish I did  Sometimes I wish I could delete my mind  Sometimes I wish I could go back in … Continue reading I wish for peace tonight 

Bleeding Heart

I thought I was strong But right now I am weak I should have known all along What my weakness was I should have remembered That happiness isn’t real I should have remembered The way that heart break makes me feel I didn’t remember until the pain hit I didn’t remember until my chest was … Continue reading Bleeding Heart

In the end 

Your past becomes a fog within you  Underneath the skin  I have become such a damaged thing  Like a bird with a broken wing I walk this world alone  Broken but yet I move  The only thing that drives me  This broken busted thing  Is that I refuse to give up I refuse to let … Continue reading In the end 

My Sun Light

I hate you and I love you This image from my past But a love so fierce and strong Was never meant to last You pulled me toward perfection But only with your eyes Your words were given with nothing But false sincerity and lies You were supposed to be the one My shining light … Continue reading My Sun Light

More than life

You showed me love and made me believe it was real  You gave me the strength to move forward and the ability to feel You married me and looked at me like I was the only one you would ever adore You told me I would be enough, that you would never need anything more … Continue reading More than life