When I sit still Some times the pain is just too much I do not know what to do I no longer have words to say The pain hits me Every single day I do not want to think I do not want to cry All I want to do Is say goodbye Nyx
heartache
On my own
I am still floating in the air I will not know where I am going Until I get there What do you do When the world crashes down Where do you turn When no ones around I keep walking forward Somehow I do Some days are so hard Just to live through Maybe some day … Continue reading On my own
Because of you
I have lost faith in the world Because of you I believe in nothing Because of you You had a mouth full of promises But a pocket full of secrets All the lies that you told me All the things that I did not see They almost caused my demise Why couldn’t I see it … Continue reading Because of you
Pandora’s box
I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box
Move on
I feel the tall grass between my fingers As I walk along the path My heartache lingers As I realize I can never turn back I see the stream as it flows forward Centering myself today I have to live in the moment I have to keep myself calm It is the only way That … Continue reading Move on
Escape
Apathy is my friend It is the only way I will survive Disconnect or die This is what I feel I have known all along That happiness isn’t real Those moments of peace.. They never last I am haunted by the present I am haunted by the past There is no escape From the pain … Continue reading Escape
Fate
I watch the others From a distance Feeling the loneliness grow Sometimes I smile Sometimes I let it show Right now I feel the pain Deep inside my chest It eats away Everything that is left It eats away the hope I once had The image that I had is gone The image of happiness … Continue reading Fate
Gone
I hear the footsteps soften As another person walks away Deep inside I feel the pain As my body grieves On the surface I wear a smile I show no weakness I show no pain Another scar hardens around my heart Another one slithered through And now he is gone Nyx
Who will stay beside me
I die a little more inside Every single day What will be left of me Once my body starts to decay Who will stay beside me Who will take my hand As the bones turn into ash As time trickles out like sand As the pain subsides As I start to let go Will there … Continue reading Who will stay beside me
Another scar
With you gone I feel so lost I had no idea That such a short time Could have such a cost I fight through the pain Trying to find myself again Hoping I can make it through today I know that harsh words create fractures I had no idea how fast we would shatter How … Continue reading Another scar
Words From The Borderline 
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