The tears I have not shed 

For the arms I have not felt  For the tears I have not shed  For the loneliness your absence brings  For the years of torment and pain  I hope you got what you needed from me  I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day  The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed 

I will never stop fighting 

I feel the emptiness as it starts to grow  I feel it slip through the cracks  It is starting to show  My face no longer wants to smile  The anger inside me  It just continues to build  The rage it boils  The pain burns  As my fists clench  I know I will fight you all  … Continue reading I will never stop fighting 

To be free

I feel so heavy  So weighed down I feel the darkness  Rise above my head  Pulling me further  Filling me with dread Maybe I will make it Maybe I will not Maybe I will find a way  To fix myself again  Maybe I will wake up  When all I want is sleep  Maybe I will … Continue reading To be free

I have to prevail

The anxiety smoothers me I can no longer breathe Survival is what I need In order to succeed The struggle to keep my head above water It gets harder everyday If only I could find someway To assure I will make it If only I could find someway To feel safe again As my breath … Continue reading I have to prevail

Within my dream

I see what he has done  I see the grass that has grown brown  I see the trees wither and die around me I see the sky fade into grey  I walk away from the dark   With every tear I shed  With every sting that this nightmare brings  I push forward  And as I … Continue reading Within my dream

Finding balance and strength 

I hear the sound of the world outside  As I try to find balance in my life  I have always struggled to get by  I have never stopped asking myself why  I have made the decisions I have so far  Then I reflect and tell myself  This is who you are  With every step forward  … Continue reading Finding balance and strength 

Ready for battle

I hear the raindrops  Tick off my armor  As I stand in the valley  Ready for battle  I hold my sword to the sky  As I watch you quiver with fear  I look in your eyes  Before I say good bye  Nyx

Ripped apart

Live and learn they say  Why do we have to learn By being ripped apart Where does the pain end  When does this learning start  I do not believe these words are true  Each piece that is pulled from me  Is another piece gone  I was always this strong  What I have learned is how … Continue reading Ripped apart

Lost 

I question everything  I question everyone I don't know where I am  I don't know what I have done I am lost right now  My steps have led me astray  I hope I find my way again today  Nyx