I feel the pain As I grow weary again There are some things I will never understand All I know for sure Is that I will never be controlled again Nyx
fight
With the rising sun
Sometimes I see flashes Memories from before I see where I have been I see what I have done I do not want to see These things that haunt me All I want is peace I want to breathe again Hopefully I will find it soon Before I lose the light from the moon I … Continue reading With the rising sun
Resilience
I walk forward Not looking back Trusting in my instincts Finding my resolve Every day I fight Every day I see The resilience that is there Built up inside of me There is no certainty In this life This I know is true The only thing I do know Is that you have to believe … Continue reading Resilience
For the ashes of what once was
As I walk through the trees I feel the breeze It is all I have to calm me In this moment as I grieve For the wishes and dreams I did not receive For the ashes of what once was For the memories that you gave me For the days that I have wept For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was
I will not rest
Here comes another piece of metal Thrown my way I raise my shield Getting angrier every day I will bring justice I have no choice I do not have a sword But I have my mind Underestimate me Then you will see Your fate is sealed I will strip your life away A little more … Continue reading I will not rest
Strength
The heaviness wears me down All I want is sleep I fight through another day Dreaming of an empire I will build But I may not make it Before my skin starts to decay I may not make it Before the lights fade To the dimmest shade of grey I try not to dream of … Continue reading Strength
I wake up and try to think I can do this today I can will the anxiety away
Anxiety
I try not to worry about tomorrow I try not to worry about yesterday Somehow this doesn’t matter No matter what I tell myself No matter what you say to me Anxiety, It takes away the words you say It takes away my rational mind Until there is nothing left But this electricity is wired … Continue reading Anxiety
The cost
Today I feel beaten Today I feel lost The toll keeps growing I can’t keep up with the cost Nyx
I will win again today
When I feel defeated When I want to stay down I find the anger I find it somehow I remember what they have done This is why I fight This is why I have to will myself to move This is why I strive to be better Every single day This is how I find … Continue reading I will win again today
Words From The Borderline 
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