Not slowing down

One door closes As another opens I have chosen to walk forward Picking paths as I go Not slowing down Until I have found What I am looking for Nyx

Move on

I feel the tall grass between my fingers As I walk along the path My heartache lingers As I realize I can never turn back I see the stream as it flows forward Centering myself today I have to live in the moment I have to keep myself calm It is the only way That … Continue reading Move on

The bridge

I see the bridge So beautiful So bright It lights up the sky On the darkest night At my darkest hour This is where I fall Into Pandora’s box There is no night There is no day This is where I rest This is where I stay Disclaimer This is not a reflection of me, … Continue reading The bridge

No one left

My world has changed again Trying to find my home Feeling so alone The air sweeps me off my feet I feel defeated, I just want to sleep Where do you go When you no longer know Where you belong No one sees me As I fade away There is no one watching There is … Continue reading No one left

Apathy

I lie here Feeling the apathy I need I can no longer feel the pain It became too great again Nyx

Another scar

With you gone I feel so lost I had no idea That such a short time Could have such a cost I fight through the pain Trying to find myself again Hoping I can make it through today I know that harsh words create fractures I had no idea how fast we would shatter How … Continue reading Another scar

The changing season

As the leaves fall around me I see the beauty in the changing season Sometimes there is no need to reason Everything that people do I try to remember that when I feel pain I have to look inside myself again Find the inner beauty of who I am As I find the ground I … Continue reading The changing season

Hold on

It is crazy how quickly Everything can change One moment you see things so clearly The next those images are gone I just remind myself I have to hold on Nyx

Still as stone

I stand alone in the valley Still as stone I wait I hear the footsteps I know it is too late I brace myself Listening as he comes closer I am ready Nyx

Side effects 

I feel my chest start pounding But I can not control it  The anxiety is growing  There is nothing I can do  This is the side effect  Reminding me of what I went through  I can not change  What I have done  I can not change the past  All I can do is keep moving  … Continue reading Side effects