I try to cherish these moments These moments of clarity These moments when I feel ok This fleeting time has come and gone The hours and days go faster All I can do is hope that some day I will find my happily ever after Nyx
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Falling
I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling
What is Love
Love is something I do not know Does it linger Does it grow Is it fleeting Or does it remain Is it only there When someone has something to gain I do not understand this emotion All I feel is pain Nyx
I grab your hand
The clouds are grey today The summer has slipped away We can not stop the passing of time All I can do is fight for what is still mine As the seconds spill into the air like sand I take a deep breath And I grab your hand Nyx
Holding on
I keep my head held high Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions Letting my mind drift Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves Feeling the peace That this sound brings Holding on to who I am As I feel my feet dig into the sand Nyx
When hope leaves you
I sit here and reflect upon my life I question my emotions I question my decisions I question where I am How did I get here Where do I go Back to the familiar pain Or forward to something That may be the same I feel the panic as it rises Unsure which way to … Continue reading When hope leaves you
How I breathe today
When I reflect When I stop When I think about Where I come from All I feel is pain An agony so piercing An agony so deep It is all consuming This agony I feel What I wouldn't give For it not to be real These images of my past And all the pain that … Continue reading How I breathe today
All that is left of me
When he looks at me I see Nothing but love looking back at me Nothing in this life is certain As I fight this continuous storm What I do know is that he stays by my side In this battle he meets my stride Whether he is near or far away I know he will … Continue reading All that is left of me
I see the light
Through the ups and downs I see A bright light before me A light that beckons me to follow It is there no matter how far I have fallen It is there no matter where I go I know it will still exist This light is there Even as I fall Into the depths of … Continue reading I see the light
Float away
I feel my skin burn within I feel my heart shatter I cannot help but ask myself Why does anything matter I try to make it through each day I try to hold my head high I show a smile upon my face A smile that isn't real All I want is peace from this … Continue reading Float away
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