Happily ever after

I try to cherish these moments These moments of clarity These moments when I feel ok This fleeting time has come and gone The hours and days go faster All I can do is hope that some day I will find my happily ever after Nyx

Falling

I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling

What is Love

Love is something I do not know Does it linger Does it grow Is it fleeting Or does it remain Is it only there When someone has something to gain I do not understand this emotion All I feel is pain Nyx

I grab your hand 

The clouds are grey today  The summer has slipped away We can not stop the passing of time  All I can do is fight for what is still mine  As the seconds spill into the air like sand  I take a deep breath  And I grab your hand  Nyx

Holding on

I keep my head held high  Hardening my heart as the day ticks by Questioning my emotions  Letting my mind drift  Listening as the ocean Pulls in the waves  Feeling the peace  That this sound brings  Holding on to who I am  As I feel my feet dig into the sand  Nyx 

When hope leaves you 

I sit here and reflect upon my life  I question my emotions  I question my decisions  I question where I am  How did I get here  Where do I go  Back to the familiar pain  Or forward to something  That may be the same  I feel the panic as it rises  Unsure which way to … Continue reading When hope leaves you 

How I breathe today 

When I reflect When I stop When I think about Where I come from All I feel is pain An agony so piercing An agony so deep It is all consuming This agony I feel What I wouldn't give For it not to be real These images of my past And all the pain that … Continue reading How I breathe today 

All that is left of me 

When he looks at me I see  Nothing but love looking back at me  Nothing in this life is certain As I fight this continuous storm  What I do know is that he stays by my side  In this battle he meets my stride  Whether he is near or far away  I know he will … Continue reading All that is left of me 

I see the light 

Through the ups and downs I see A bright light before me A light that beckons me to follow It is there no matter how far I have fallen It is there no matter where I go I know it will still exist This light is there Even as I fall Into the depths of … Continue reading I see the light 

Float away 

I feel my skin burn within  I feel my heart shatter  I cannot help but ask myself  Why does anything matter  I try to make it through each day  I try to hold my head high I show a smile upon my face  A smile that isn't real  All I want is peace from this … Continue reading Float away