This is not the end

Today I feel so lost I used to be so sure of my direction Where I was going Who I was Who I wanted to be Now I feel myself grow tired Of the frustration each day brings Wondering what is happening to me Feeling this lack of security It is tearing me apart Indecision … Continue reading This is not the end

Leave me where I stand 

As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx

No one

There was a girl  She was happy  She was free No one noticed  When someone changed her destiny  No one noticed  When her smile turned into a frown  No one noticed That her head started to look down  No one listened when she needed ears  She was left alone, buried within herself  Buried within her … Continue reading No one

In the end 

Your past becomes a fog within you  Underneath the skin  I have become such a damaged thing  Like a bird with a broken wing I walk this world alone  Broken but yet I move  The only thing that drives me  This broken busted thing  Is that I refuse to give up I refuse to let … Continue reading In the end 

All that is left of me 

And hell will follow me Wherever I go Such is this life This I just know I will race ahead Leave it behind But if I stumble If it catches me Darkness is nothing Compared to this agony It will follow But I will not look back I will not stumble I will stay on … Continue reading All that is left of me 

Fear

Just like that My hope can fall The higher my hope is The farther the drop Fear can paralyze me Fear can make my heart stop Nyx  

Mortality

Listen as the raindrops fall Breathe in the air Enjoy each moment that you have We have no time to spare I am reminded of my mortality everyday People clinging onto life They cherish their last moments…longing to stay In a blink a day turns into a year This is why my mortality brings me … Continue reading Mortality

Tick Tock

I find peace in the night Hearing the sound of the clock Sitting alone in the candlelight Letting my thoughts race around in my head Thinking about the sound of seconds in time Forgetting most of the things I said Telling myself that I am fine.... Minutes turn into days Days turn into years Tick … Continue reading Tick Tock