Imagine the worst pain you have ever felt
When your heart was broken
When you were broken
Imagine having that pain
Over and over again
Every single day
All due to the words of someone else
Whoever is filling the void
My unattractive sickness
Is that what you see
Welcome to my reality
Nyx
I try not to worry about tomorrow
I try not to worry about yesterday
Somehow this doesn’t matter
No matter what I tell myself
No matter what you say to me
Anxiety, It takes away the words you say
It takes away my rational mind
Until there is nothing left
But this electricity is wired around me
It is my bind
If only I could find a way to escape it
Before I completely lose my mind
Everything is worse to me than it seems
But maybe I can rest again in my dreams
Nyx
At this moment I trust no one
At this moment my hope in others is gone
I feel no joy in the company that I keep
My heart has been ripped open
By all of the promises that have been broken
I shed no more tears today
I have said all there is to say
I have lost something I once had
I no longer have the ability to retain an emotion
I don’t even know what sadness feels like anymore
All I know is agony
Then I feel the apathy
Then I feel the rage
This is all I have left
Nyx
Lose yourself in the music
Lose yourself to the sound
Words flow through your mind
Words that are not bound…
By anything other than thought and emotion
So soothing are the words…the notes high and low
Expression that is given more through sounds of harmony…then words alone
Once again I lose myself to the music
Once again my peace has been found
Nyx
Words hold power in so many cultures
It is called the power of language…
It has been known since people could write…since the beginning of mankind
Don’t ever stop writing…don’t ever stop speaking what you feel
There is power in everything that you write… and in everything that you say
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Words From A Borderline 
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