Once again I long for death Devastated and broken By what I have spoken To someone who cared about me Sometimes I wonder if the pain will rip me apart Sometimes I wonder if the pain will stop my heart What would I be If I was not me Darkness and pain Fire and anger … Continue reading Dear God
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Covered in paint and powder
She suffers in ways That no one can see The agony gets swept aside By the powder she spreads across her face Covering the darkness Covering the scars There is no part left to be seen She covers it all Underneath the paint Underneath the skin The darkness hides the flame The fire that keeps … Continue reading Covered in paint and powder
Finding strength
More than I ever have I have to find the strength I have to believe That I can be better That I can live my life some day Without the pain I felt before With every decision I make With everything that I have left to give I rise today for you For those who … Continue reading Finding strength
Hell
How do I make it stop How do I escape This hell that is my fate Nyx
My last dance
Another day is passing The sun begins to set Here we go again I lay out the cards I place my bet Darkness says to me It’s a 50/50 chance This will be your last dance Nyx
Walk away
I see those eyes Glare through the night The blue so beautiful and bright Beyond those eyes A hollow soul lies With no empathy or emotion No capability of devotion A predator waiting for prey He eats you Then tosses you away You will pine for him Because he draws you in His fake smile … Continue reading Walk away
Cold and still
I am lost Dead inside I am no one I am nothing I do not see the sun I do not see the sky I know longer feel the pain Nothing is the same My feet no longer move I lay here cold and still I have lost my will Nyx
Pandora’s box
I sit here numb To everything around me I feel the world cave in As I look down at the water I feel the apathy As I make my choice A choice I have made before With every closing door I take one last moment To let myself feel the pain It cuts so deep … Continue reading Pandora’s box
Escape
Apathy is my friend It is the only way I will survive Disconnect or die This is what I feel I have known all along That happiness isn’t real Those moments of peace.. They never last I am haunted by the present I am haunted by the past There is no escape From the pain … Continue reading Escape
The bridge
I see the bridge So beautiful So bright It lights up the sky On the darkest night At my darkest hour This is where I fall Into Pandora’s box There is no night There is no day This is where I rest This is where I stay Disclaimer This is not a reflection of me, … Continue reading The bridge
Words From The Borderline 
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