I try to cherish these moments
These moments of clarity
These moments when I feel ok
This fleeting time has come and gone
The hours and days go faster
All I can do is hope that some day
I will find my happily ever after
Nyx
dream
New challenges
Today I wake up to new challenges
I am reminded of the uncertainty
That each day brings
And with each day a new dawn rises
Giving me the chance to start again
Giving me the energy to push myself forward
Because I either rise or fall
That decision is mine to make
With every step I do or do not take
Today I am taking a step
Because that is what I choose to do
Nyx
Take my hand
Our souls are joined together
The way we were always meant to be
Take my hand
Walk out of hell with me
Nyx
Time to feel
We are only a moment
But while we are here
I will love you my dear
With all that I am
With all that I will ever be
With the best and the worst
Parts of what is left of me
I will allow myself this time to feel
To let myself believe that true love is real
Nyx
Blue skies
The demon I know
Or the unknown
There is no clear path shown
I wander away from the demon
Fighting through the trees
I hope I find blue skies today
As I continue to walk away
Nyx
All that is left of me
When he looks at me I see
Nothing but love looking back at me
Nothing in this life is certain
As I fight this continuous storm
What I do know is that he stays by my side
In this battle he meets my stride
Whether he is near or far away
I know he will fight for me
He is the only one who can see
All that is left of me
Nyx
My purpose
I have been brought into moments of complete despair
But this is how I find my strength
This is how I find hope
I have embarked on a journey
Each stride a lesson to be learned
Each breath drawn is another that I live
Each day I am given a gift
Something that is taught to me
Something that I can give
My purpose is to educate
Those who are unaware
Of everyone in need of love
Of everyone in need of care
Someday I will fulfill this purpose
This I know is true
Because I am still standing here
Writing these lines to you
Nyx
I see the light
Through the ups and downs I see
A bright light before me
A light that beckons me to follow
It is there no matter how far I have fallen
It is there no matter where I go
I know it will still exist
This light is there
Even as I fall
Into the depths of hell
Under the tides of the sea
Under the covers at night
With my eyes closed tight
I can still see the light
Nyx
I’m a dreamer
With the ups and downs I see
Hills and mountains laid out before me
Here and there I find a path
Here and there I find a stream
Every now and then a valley
Like a story book from a dream
I cherish these moments
They are rare
When I suffer I take myself there
To my valley
By the stream
Where the grass is high
Where the water is blue
In this place I feel
Like I am home
In this place I feel
That there is nothing
That I cannot overcome
Nyx
Goodbye to yesterday
In this life so much is uncertain
So much is unseen
There is so much doubt
One thing I do know
Is that love is real
I know it when I look in your eyes
I know it when I hear your voice
I know it when I feel myself
Being pulled toward you with a force I can not stop
A force I can not control
A force so strong that nothing can keep me from you
There is no doubt
There is no fear
There is only love
Love that I know will only continue to grow
Night after night
Year after year
When my heart races I know yours does the same
When I am in pain I hear you scream my name
Because you are my other half
The other side of my soul
Now I know what it feels like to be whole
Now I know what it feels like to have no doubt or fear
Because I have found you my love
Because I have found you my dear
I will hold your hand in mine as we walk together this way
Together we step in sync as we say goodbye to yesterday
Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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