I question everything I question everyone I don't know where I am I don't know what I have done I am lost right now My steps have led me astray I hope I find my way again today Nyx
despair
Bleeding inside
Hopeful for a moment Then the pain hit I cannot control these emotions I wish that I could I wish that someone Really understood How unbearable the pain is I sit hear bleeding inside Trying to hold on yet again I am so tired my friends I just want it to end Nyx
When hope leaves you
I sit here and reflect upon my life I question my emotions I question my decisions I question where I am How did I get here Where do I go Back to the familiar pain Or forward to something That may be the same I feel the panic as it rises Unsure which way to … Continue reading When hope leaves you
Erase me
I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me
I have lost all hope
I have moments of peace They do not last long Then I feel the pain As I try to sing along Sometimes words may help me Sometimes they do not All I know for sure Is peace is all I have ever sought No matter how much I have cried No matter how much I … Continue reading I have lost all hope
Lost to this world
I feel numb Lost to this world I am fading Fading into nothing I no longer care About anything at all All I want to do is free fall Free fall to nothing Close my eyes Feel the air Pushing against my skin I feel the darkness push me further As I slowly disappear Farther … Continue reading Lost to this world
Yearning for peace
Once again I feel my chest cave in I feel my head ache I long for an escape I long for peace from this life I long to escape today Go somewhere far away Sometimes I dream of being someone else Ignorant to the world around me I do not want to be aware of … Continue reading Yearning for peace
Float away
I feel my skin burn within I feel my heart shatter I cannot help but ask myself Why does anything matter I try to make it through each day I try to hold my head high I show a smile upon my face A smile that isn't real All I want is peace from this … Continue reading Float away
As my heart peels away
I watch as the sun rises I watch as the sun sets I can not help but wonder Is this as good as it gets These moments here and there These moments when I find my way These moments when I write to you When I show you the way I wear my heart on … Continue reading As my heart peels away
Away from the light
At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light
Words From The Borderline 
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