Hope

I saw myself in someone else today I wanted to take her hand And give her hope I wanted to tell her I understand Nyx

I win

It's all about beating them That's what keeps me going I always win My heart still beats in my chest I feel the anger build I will never let you destroy me I raise my shield I hold my sword Come and get me Nyx

Today I fight

Today I am fighting The void within my soul If I do not it will destroy me Everything will fade away No one else can save me Because no one else can see The abyss that is beneath me The pain that pulls me down I have to find away I have to save myself … Continue reading Today I fight

I will paint you black

I suffer every single day There is nothing that will take the pain away I exist in my own hell What I feel inside No one will ever know The pain is so great It quickly turns to hate I will rip you down Before I raise my voice I will not need to I … Continue reading I will paint you black

Born in sin

She walked the world alone Fighting through the images Flashing through her mind Always with a smile Always so kind Underneath it all She feels herself rotting from within She is not from this world She was born in sin Yet she exists And she will keep fighting She will win Nyx

Falling

I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling

A shadow

I exist As a shadow I float through the world They hear my voice But I do not let them see through the smoke As I flow through the air Because I know that I can switch it off And no longer care A blessing and a curse Forward than reverse I long to be … Continue reading A shadow

No one

There is no one here To hold my hand There is no one here To tell me everything will be ok There is no one here To hold me and let me cry There is no one here To stop me from destroying myself Nyx

Broken

I exist in my own hell A busted broken shell I break everyday Nothing takes the pain away There is no song that brings lasting peace There is no wind on my face There is no ground to walk on There is nothing anyone can say Because they all walk away I wish I did … Continue reading Broken