Dreams of peace

Will I find the peace I seek I have hope in my heart tonight I lay here in the dark Under the glow of the stars The minutes tick by They become hours There is peace in the silence, I feel it I will live in this moment These fleeting moments I must treasure This … Continue reading Dreams of peace

Welcome to my reality

Imagine the worst pain you have ever felt When your heart was broken When you were broken Imagine having that pain Over and over again Every single day All due to the words of someone else Whoever is filling the void My unattractive sickness Is that what you see Welcome to my reality Nyx

Divided

Today I find myself In a place I have never been before Divided by who I was And who I have become Nyx

Hollow soul

The sadness hits me As soon as I close the door I feel the hate for myself More than anything else The hate, the shame, and my hollow soul Nyx

Burning

There it is again That old familiar pain Taking away another piece of me What do you do When all hope is gone Where do you go When there is nowhere left There is nowhere I can feel peace for long Nowhere that it does not hurt Everything that is wrong with me I see … Continue reading Burning

Forget me

When the clouds turn dark and grey All I want to do is fade away Forget who I am Forget who I was And be someone else Nyx

Death and comfort

You are dead to me Because that’s the way it needs to be Get the hell away from me Before I make you hurt You don’t want to feel the way that I do Just get the hell away from me That’s all I ask of you Nyx

Still drifting

I walk this world a wanderer Drifting from here to there It is hard to believe I am still breathing But here I am still wandering the land Some days I wish I was not me Somedays I wish I was gone Today I sit here, still breathing Always fighting through the pain Always fighting … Continue reading Still drifting

Fate

Will I be alone forever I fear I must accept my fate The loneliness it grips me hard The pain it rips me apart Once again I wish I was gone Maybe there is a place I belong Right now as I cry in the dark I care about nothing because I cannot I cannot … Continue reading Fate