Let go

I barely make it through Everything that I do No matter what I have done I have yet to feel the sun It does not shine upon my face There is no warm welcoming embrace As I find myself here There is no one near No one to wipe away my tears No one to … Continue reading Let go

Never enough

You cannot fill the void This hollow shell that I am It will never be enough   Nyx

One of the damned

Will you keep loving me When you see who I really am When you see inside When you find out I am one of the damned Nyx

You watched me fade away

I reach for your hand But you let it go You watched me fall You watched me fade away I would have lived if you had stayed But I did not matter enough Disclaimer When I speak of death it is often a representation of an end. I do not want this to be misinterpreted … Continue reading You watched me fade away

Need to pretend

I would rather suffer In any other way Then feel the things I feel Every single day It does not stop this cycle Will it ever end When will I find peace When will I no longer Need to pretend Nyx

Into the unknown

The cycle it repeats As the pressure crushes me Every single day Sometimes it starts with panic Sometimes it is the sadness No matter what it brings The only way to end it Is to drift away Somewhere else I go Deep inside my mind Into the unknown This is the end of me The … Continue reading Into the unknown

Down below

Like a moth to a flame I fear it will always be the same I feel my skin as it burns I watch the world as it turns It fades from white to black So quickly the flames grow Consuming me completely I have never felt pain so deeply Then I let myself go Falling … Continue reading Down below

Keep fighting

I keep fighting Every single day It will never end But I will fight anyway It is all I have ever known All I will ever know I walk this world alone My heart a ball of stone You can not defeat me I will build my empire That will be my home Nyx

Wandering

She strives for perfection In everything she does The image she portrays Hides everything inside A life she should have lived Love she was denied Through this rejection She never found herself So she will continue Wandering here and there Still striving for perfection Longing for someone to care Nyx