I feel so heavy So weighed down I feel the darkness Rise above my head Pulling me further Filling me with dread Maybe I will make it Maybe I will not Maybe I will find a way To fix myself again Maybe I will wake up When all I want is sleep Maybe I will … Continue reading To be free
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Within my dream
I see what he has done I see the grass that has grown brown I see the trees wither and die around me I see the sky fade into grey I walk away from the dark With every tear I shed With every sting that this nightmare brings I push forward And as I … Continue reading Within my dream
The clouds are closing in
Trying to push through today But the clouds are closing in They are there to remind me That darkness hovers It still exists within Just beyond my currents thoughts The darkness seeps through I feel the pain as it starts to burn Then I close my eyes and see All the things I have seen … Continue reading The clouds are closing in
When my soul is gone
Sometimes despair drags me down Through this haze of memories Through years of turmoil My body sinks Until it is anchored down Then the room fills with water As I lay chained to the ground Once again I gulp for air Until I can no longer breathe This is when the emptiness comes This is … Continue reading When my soul is gone
Ripped apart
Live and learn they say Why do we have to learn By being ripped apart Where does the pain end When does this learning start I do not believe these words are true Each piece that is pulled from me Is another piece gone I was always this strong What I have learned is how … Continue reading Ripped apart
Lost
I question everything I question everyone I don't know where I am I don't know what I have done I am lost right now My steps have led me astray I hope I find my way again today Nyx
Erase me
I feel my heart stop beating I feel myself break in half Why am I always left here Alone in this place How many demons must I conquer To forget your face You have destroyed Only to recreate It is too late to change This monster that you made I try to dream I try … Continue reading Erase me
Lost to this world
I feel numb Lost to this world I am fading Fading into nothing I no longer care About anything at all All I want to do is free fall Free fall to nothing Close my eyes Feel the air Pushing against my skin I feel the darkness push me further As I slowly disappear Farther … Continue reading Lost to this world
Drifting
Underneath the lamplight I lay my weary head Thinking I might be safer But still wishing I was dead A drifter is what I was I guess I still am Drifting from here to there Going no where Stepping forward Then stepping back Waiting for the next swing Bracing myself for the next hit Wondering … Continue reading Drifting
No more tears today
At this moment I trust no one At this moment my hope in others is gone I feel no joy in the company that I keep My heart has been ripped open By all of the promises that have been broken I shed no more tears today I have said all there is to say … Continue reading No more tears today
Words From The Borderline 
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