On my own

I am still floating in the air I will not know where I am going Until I get there What do you do When the world crashes down Where do you turn When no ones around I keep walking forward Somehow I do Some days are so hard Just to live through Maybe some day … Continue reading On my own

New beginnings

Things are changing Once again I found an end As a new beginning starts A new path has cleared With all the things I have fought And everything I have feared I make myself walk forward Because it is what I do I adapt because I can This is who I am Nyx

Believe

Everyday I fight I put one foot in front of the other Some days I fall Others I keep walking I try not to think About what has happened before When I think about my past I open a door Within it is this person So lonely and so still She sits there in silence … Continue reading Believe

Obstacles

With every obstacle that I face I know there will be another To take its place It does not matter Let them come As long as I am still breathing I will not stop Until I have won Nyx

Illusions

There is no path Laid clear before me I want my heart to race I want to feel pride I no longer want to worry I no longer want to feel What I want is reason And everything that is real I have seen so many illusions Along the path I have chosen I will … Continue reading Illusions

The changing season

As the leaves fall around me I see the beauty in the changing season Sometimes there is no need to reason Everything that people do I try to remember that when I feel pain I have to look inside myself again Find the inner beauty of who I am As I find the ground I … Continue reading The changing season

Resilience 

I walk forward  Not looking back Trusting in my instincts  Finding my resolve  Every day I fight  Every day I see  The resilience that is there  Built up inside of me  There is no certainty  In this life  This I know is true  The only thing I do know  Is that you have to believe … Continue reading Resilience 

For the ashes of what once was 

As I walk through the trees  I feel the breeze  It is all I have to calm me  In this moment as I grieve  For the wishes and dreams I did not receive  For the ashes of what once was  For the memories that you gave me  For the days that I have wept  For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was 

I have to prevail

The anxiety smoothers me I can no longer breathe Survival is what I need In order to succeed The struggle to keep my head above water It gets harder everyday If only I could find someway To assure I will make it If only I could find someway To feel safe again As my breath … Continue reading I have to prevail

Finding balance and strength 

I hear the sound of the world outside  As I try to find balance in my life  I have always struggled to get by  I have never stopped asking myself why  I have made the decisions I have so far  Then I reflect and tell myself  This is who you are  With every step forward  … Continue reading Finding balance and strength