Today I feel so lost I used to be so sure of my direction Where I was going Who I was Who I wanted to be Now I feel myself grow tired Of the frustration each day brings Wondering what is happening to me Feeling this lack of security It is tearing me apart Indecision … Continue reading This is not the end
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Humbled
A path I thought was certain Is no longer there for me I know I must accept this But the anxiety burns my chest I was so sure of myself So sure of who I would be So sure of what I would do It filled me with joy These thoughts of the path I … Continue reading Humbled
Need to pretend
I would rather suffer In any other way Then feel the things I feel Every single day It does not stop this cycle Will it ever end When will I find peace When will I no longer Need to pretend Nyx
Into the unknown
The cycle it repeats As the pressure crushes me Every single day Sometimes it starts with panic Sometimes it is the sadness No matter what it brings The only way to end it Is to drift away Somewhere else I go Deep inside my mind Into the unknown This is the end of me The … Continue reading Into the unknown
After the damage is done
What am I doing How do I change who I am Somedays all I want to do is sleep Somedays all I want to do is run away I cut them all out of my life Then I want them back What is wrong with me I am so lost today This is when I … Continue reading After the damage is done
There is only rain
The loneliness It cripples me People only care To some degree I see this when they walk away Because they always leave Today there is no light Today I cannot see There is only darkness There is only pain There are no roses There is only rain The agony is always there When I let … Continue reading There is only rain
Everyday I will fight
I breathe in the air Tell myself to let go I try to will the anxiety away I need to stay focused I need to find my way I can not give up I will try again To pull myself through I need to find strength in myself I need to find it deep inside … Continue reading Everyday I will fight
Peace
As the sun sets I feel some peace At last How I wish that it would stay When the sun shines I feel the panic My heart starts to race These feelings I cannot control These feelings I cannot face What do you do When you can no longer run You have to look back … Continue reading Peace
No one
I feel the ice Pressed against my skin I feel the air compress As my chest caves in I hear myself As I gasp for air There is no one there Nyx
No control
The panic hits me Then I crash I cannot control it There is no turning back It starts like a tidal wave Rising and turning My chest starts to pound Then it starts burning I breathe in the air I listen for a sound I feel the world close in around me As the air … Continue reading No control
Words From The Borderline 
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