Sitting in the dark Crying again Letting go of another person Another strip of my heart is gone The pain is so great That I have to shut down If I didn’t I would break completely There is no coming back from this There is no way to change it I’m still here breathing Enduring … Continue reading Solace in the dark
agony
False hope
I can have this hope That someday I will write to you And for longer than a few moments A few precious hours I will not suffer That hope dies a little more Every single day Today is another day That a piece of me has been stripped away Left to burn in the flames … Continue reading False hope
Covered in paint and powder
She suffers in ways That no one can see The agony gets swept aside By the powder she spreads across her face Covering the darkness Covering the scars There is no part left to be seen She covers it all Underneath the paint Underneath the skin The darkness hides the flame The fire that keeps … Continue reading Covered in paint and powder
Burning
There it is again That old familiar pain Taking away another piece of me What do you do When all hope is gone Where do you go When there is nowhere left There is nowhere I can feel peace for long Nowhere that it does not hurt Everything that is wrong with me I see … Continue reading Burning
Hell
How do I make it stop How do I escape This hell that is my fate Nyx
Fate
Will I be alone forever I fear I must accept my fate The loneliness it grips me hard The pain it rips me apart Once again I wish I was gone Maybe there is a place I belong Right now as I cry in the dark I care about nothing because I cannot I cannot … Continue reading Fate
Broken
I exist in my own hell A busted broken shell I break everyday Nothing takes the pain away There is no song that brings lasting peace There is no wind on my face There is no ground to walk on There is nothing anyone can say Because they all walk away I wish I did … Continue reading Broken
Need to pretend
I would rather suffer In any other way Then feel the things I feel Every single day It does not stop this cycle Will it ever end When will I find peace When will I no longer Need to pretend Nyx
Pain
I feel myself fall Farther and farther I go Into the depths below It never stops This cycle that is my life There is no end to this game I will never be the same As I lay here broken Pieces of me slip away Once again all I feel is pain Nyx
Dark thoughts
When I sit still Some times the pain is just too much I do not know what to do I no longer have words to say The pain hits me Every single day I do not want to think I do not want to cry All I want to do Is say goodbye Nyx
Words From The Borderline 
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