Break the silence 

Sometimes I think that I am beaten  Sometimes I think that I am done  That is when I stop and remember  Everything that you have done  These actions drive me forward  These memories that you made  You were the one I trusted  My life was in your hands  Everything I did to make you proud … Continue reading Break the silence 

My feet in the sand

I feel the ocean pull me  It is like a beacon of light  I feel the energy surround me  It is so powerful  It is so strong  It is here in this moment  With my feet in the sand This is where I belong  Nyx

I rise 

Once again I rise with hope in my heart  That today will be better than yesterday  That I will not fall into despair  That I will not long for sleep  That I will not pray for peace  I may be lost  I may be broken  I may have lost the words to say  Words I … Continue reading I rise 

Trust

Through the ups and downs I see A hand reached out beside me  I hesitate but take this hand  Trusting him to catch me before I land 

Away from the light

At this moment all I yearn for is death All I yearn for is peace Peace from the darkness that haunts me Peace from the pain What I would not give for eternal rest To not wake up tomorrow To not have to pretend To just say good bye to yesterday And cease to exist … Continue reading Away from the light

Help

I feel my body weighed down  It is so hard to walk  It is so hard to breathe  This weight it crushes me  Weighs me down from the outside in  At this moment I feel nothing  I am just pushed down by it all  Gulping for air  With no cry for help  No way to … Continue reading Help

Leave me where I stand 

As the sun rises As the sun sets Darkness stands beside me Placing bets Will she join me Will she walk away I look at him and see the agony in the dark I let go of his hand Not today darkness Leave me where I stand Nyx

With every step 

Even though I am thrown  I somehow find my way  Somehow I have grown Into something new  Somehow I have grown  Smarter with every step  All that I can say  Is that I will not give up  No matter what comes my way  I will not stop  Because I survive  That is what I do  … Continue reading With every step 

What is left of me

No one will find me  No one will see  What I leave behind  When I am gone  No one will see  What is left of me  Nyx

I see the sun

The cage is opened  I have stepped through You unlocked the door I owe my life to you   You gave me the freedom to keep fighting  The strength to push past the door  The strength to pick myself up To find who I was before  I will never forget what you have done  Because … Continue reading I see the sun