My heart a broken stone

And another walks away Like so many have before That is just what they do Before I feel the knife slam through The loneliness and the pain It always feels the same Who have I become I exist and yet I am no one I walk this world alone My heart a broken stone The … Continue reading My heart a broken stone

What am I looking for

As another door closes I look out to the sea What am I looking for What will set me free Nyx

Illusions

There is no path Laid clear before me I want my heart to race I want to feel pride I no longer want to worry I no longer want to feel What I want is reason And everything that is real I have seen so many illusions Along the path I have chosen I will … Continue reading Illusions

Another scar

With you gone I feel so lost I had no idea That such a short time Could have such a cost I fight through the pain Trying to find myself again Hoping I can make it through today I know that harsh words create fractures I had no idea how fast we would shatter How … Continue reading Another scar

For the ashes of what once was 

As I walk through the trees  I feel the breeze  It is all I have to calm me  In this moment as I grieve  For the wishes and dreams I did not receive  For the ashes of what once was  For the memories that you gave me  For the days that I have wept  For … Continue reading For the ashes of what once was 

The tears I have not shed 

For the arms I have not felt  For the tears I have not shed  For the loneliness your absence brings  For the years of torment and pain  I hope you got what you needed from me  I hope what you stole was worth it to you You created a monster that day  The day you … Continue reading The tears I have not shed 

Lost in the dark 

I am lost in the dark  Running so far  It's never fast enough  To forget what I have seen  Never fast enough  To forget who I thought you were  I thought that I would be true to you  No matter what you do  I was wrong  Nyx   

Within my dream

I see what he has done  I see the grass that has grown brown  I see the trees wither and die around me I see the sky fade into grey  I walk away from the dark   With every tear I shed  With every sting that this nightmare brings  I push forward  And as I … Continue reading Within my dream

When my soul is gone 

Sometimes despair drags me down Through this haze of memories Through years of turmoil My body sinks Until it is anchored down Then the room fills with water As I lay chained to the ground Once again I gulp for air Until I can no longer breathe This is when the emptiness comes This is … Continue reading When my soul is gone