I used to think that love was the only way To lead me to my home But now I feel myself drifting slowly I do not feel the pull I have found a way To walk this world alone I still feel tinges of the pain The scars still tear away And the blood still … Continue reading Drifting
acceptance
A place for us
Deep within my soul I know there are pieces left Parts that will one day make me whole Someday you will see That there is so much more to me Then the girl who walked away There is so much more to me Than just one story to be told One day when I walk … Continue reading A place for us
Falling
I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling
Walk away
I see those eyes Glare through the night The blue so beautiful and bright Beyond those eyes A hollow soul lies With no empathy or emotion No capability of devotion A predator waiting for prey He eats you Then tosses you away You will pine for him Because he draws you in His fake smile … Continue reading Walk away
Until I say goodbye
There is no grey I will hate you today I will love you tomorrow You will be the focus of my feelings You will see my sorrow All I see is black and white Until I say goodbye I can no longer stay It hurts too much inside All I do is wait To hear … Continue reading Until I say goodbye
Shut it down
In the end I see There will be no one beside me I have to make myself believe That I will be alright someday That somehow I can make myself Shut it down again All the pain inside I have to make it stop Nyx
Perfection
She strives for perfection In everything she does There can be no mistakes There can be no flaws Or it will all fall apart The image she portrays Will crack and shatter As she slowly fades away Nyx
Loneliness is what I fear
The pain It comes and goes Hits me in waves Sometimes it lasts for hours Sometimes it lasts for days Until I shut it down It is often soothed By the sound of someone else Or the sound of music Playing in my head Sometimes when the pain is gone All I feel is dread … Continue reading Loneliness is what I fear
No one
I feel the sadness It is coming on I do not know why I do not know how to fix it All I want to do is cry I am not as strong As I want to be Because I can not live Without someone beside me This makes me weak This person that I … Continue reading No one
On my own
I am still floating in the air I will not know where I am going Until I get there What do you do When the world crashes down Where do you turn When no ones around I keep walking forward Somehow I do Some days are so hard Just to live through Maybe some day … Continue reading On my own
Words From The Borderline 
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