It is hard to ignore this loneliness I feel this need for connection A connection to someone else In the meantime I lay here Listening as the clock keeps ticking Aware of time that is passing by Knowing that being here alone is not enough But accepting it anyway This is what is best I … Continue reading Exist as I am
acceptance
This face
What have I become Who was I before I do not recognize This face I see reflected at me Maybe I am already Everything I was meant to be Nyx
Walk away
My perception sees wrong intention Is my perception real Is this sinking feeling justified Take take take That’s what I see She takes takes takes Until there is only a shell of me I used to want to give But sometimes giving is not enough I realize today That sometimes the only answer Is to … Continue reading Walk away
Let the games begin
Some days are so hard When my mind is against me Making things harder than they need to be So I fight to stop these thoughts It seems I never really win I rise again today Let the games begin Nyx
This is not the end
Today I feel so lost I used to be so sure of my direction Where I was going Who I was Who I wanted to be Now I feel myself grow tired Of the frustration each day brings Wondering what is happening to me Feeling this lack of security It is tearing me apart Indecision … Continue reading This is not the end
“We should always be asking ourselves: “ Is this something that is, or is not, in my control?” Epictetus
Humbled
A path I thought was certain Is no longer there for me I know I must accept this But the anxiety burns my chest I was so sure of myself So sure of who I would be So sure of what I would do It filled me with joy These thoughts of the path I … Continue reading Humbled
Faith
Uncertainty ruled my thoughts today But self reflection guided me Onto a better path It showed me what I needed to see There is no certainty in the steps we take in life But there is faith in a future that can be bright Nyx
There is a way out of hell
Darkness has reminded me of the agony That sadness brings I will feel euphoria Until it all comes crashing down This is when I feel him near me This is when he brings the pain He is my reminder of who I used to be He is my reminder of the torment I have felt … Continue reading There is a way out of hell
New challenges
Today I wake up to new challenges I am reminded of the uncertainty That each day brings And with each day a new dawn rises Giving me the chance to start again Giving me the energy to push myself forward Because I either rise or fall That decision is mine to make With every step … Continue reading New challenges
Words From The Borderline 
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