Dreams of peace

Will I find the peace I seek I have hope in my heart tonight I lay here in the dark Under the glow of the stars The minutes tick by They become hours There is peace in the silence, I feel it I will live in this moment These fleeting moments I must treasure This … Continue reading Dreams of peace

Welcome to my reality

Imagine the worst pain you have ever felt When your heart was broken When you were broken Imagine having that pain Over and over again Every single day All due to the words of someone else Whoever is filling the void My unattractive sickness Is that what you see Welcome to my reality Nyx

Divided

Today I find myself In a place I have never been before Divided by who I was And who I have become Nyx

Hollow soul

The sadness hits me As soon as I close the door I feel the hate for myself More than anything else The hate, the shame, and my hollow soul Nyx

Promises

You promised me the words That I wanted to hear Then you told me the truth All the lies that you spoke That I started to fall for Pushed me right out that door Nyx

Burning

There it is again That old familiar pain Taking away another piece of me What do you do When all hope is gone Where do you go When there is nowhere left There is nowhere I can feel peace for long Nowhere that it does not hurt Everything that is wrong with me I see … Continue reading Burning

Finding strength

More than I ever have I have to find the strength I have to believe That I can be better That I can live my life some day Without the pain I felt before With every decision I make With everything that I have left to give I rise today for you For those who … Continue reading Finding strength

Forget me

When the clouds turn dark and grey All I want to do is fade away Forget who I am Forget who I was And be someone else Nyx

Death and comfort

You are dead to me Because that’s the way it needs to be Get the hell away from me Before I make you hurt You don’t want to feel the way that I do Just get the hell away from me That’s all I ask of you Nyx

Hell

How do I make it stop How do I escape This hell that is my fate Nyx