No matter what I do

The emptiness consumes me

The hollow depths of my soul

This is all I feel

I fall into the darkness

The only thing I know

Is that I belong no where

So this is where I go


My last dance

Another day is passing

The sun begins to set

Here we go again

I lay out the cards

I place my bet

Darkness says to me

It’s a 50/50 chance

This will be your last dance


In the end

And in the end I see

Clear blue skies in front of me

The peace has finally come

In my life you won

The suffering was great

My love turned to hate

I should be happy breathing

But this cannot be

Because you destroyed me


Another place and time

Today I rise with hope

Hoping things will stay this way

Hoping that this time

I will have a hand to hold

There is so much more to me

Then one story to be told

There are many layers

Many scars beneath my skin

If you want to know who I am

The story starts within

I am shaped from betrayal

Pain and many lies

Shaped by those who have come and gone

With no need for goodbyes

If you look at me

I will show you what lies beneath

But only if you take my hand

And wander with me today

Only if you take my hand

And accept me as I am

Broken but still breathing

Mended here and there

I have dreams that keep me going

When it hurts I take myself there

To another place and time

That exists inside my mind

Come with me and you will see

All that is left of me


I will fight for us

Today all I want to do is float away

I do not want to feel

I do not want to breathe

Every breath brings the pain

I hold the girl

I let her cry

I tell her we do not just fight for us

That we are not ready to die

We just continue on

Suffering as we do

Otherwise we will lose this fight

The one that means everything to us

We must save the others

We must free the damned


A place for us

Deep within my soul

I know there are pieces left

Parts that will one day make me whole

Someday you will see

That there is so much more to me

Then the girl who walked away

There is so much more to me

Than just one story to be told

One day when I walk the earth

There will be others behind me

I will show them the way

I will show them where there is land

A place for all of us

It exists inside my heart

It is the home of the forgotten

The ones who were once lost

The ones that thought they were dammed

All they needed was compassion

I give to all of you my hand

With all my love,


I let her cry

I walk inside myself

I see the girl crouched over

Crying to herself

I feel the pain she feels

I feel the emptiness inside

I sit beside her

I draw her close

I hold her head to my heart

Then I let her cry