Cold and still

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I am lost Dead inside I am no one I am nothing I do not see the sun I do not see the sky I know longer feel the pain Nothing is the same My feet no longer move I lay here cold and still I have lost my will Nyx

Inside the flame

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All that was left of her Were ashes in the breeze She fell to her knees But no one heard her cries No one heard her pleas She slowly burned away The pain was too great She could no longer stay She told herself to let go To let the fire blaze inside Then she … Continue reading Inside the flame

Lingers

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I am always reminded Of the uncertainty in this life Of the things that I have lost Of the cruelty Of the ones who look away And the ones who do not stay I am left a wanderer Lost in this world Yet driven to be more than what I am Pushing myself every day … Continue reading Lingers

Peace

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As the sun sets I feel some peace At last How I wish that it would stay When the sun shines I feel the panic My heart starts to race These feelings I cannot control These feelings I cannot face What do you do When you can no longer run You have to look back … Continue reading Peace

Loneliness

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I ask myself why I can not be alone Why does the pain hit When I sit here in silence Why does it go away Only when someone is near This is what I fear That this loneliness Will consume me That the pain will never leave Why does it have to hurt so much … Continue reading Loneliness

Another day

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I cry everyday Nothing keeps the pain away As soon as I am alone It hits me hard I feel so broken I feel so lost Every day I live I feel the cost I feel myself grow weary I feel the drain All I feel is agony It is always the same I do … Continue reading Another day

I will not stop

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There is no rhyme or reason For the way I feel All that I can say Is that the agony is real It comes in waves This feeling of despair Sometimes it hits me hard Then it is not there This feeling slowly wears me down As the days pass by It wears me down … Continue reading I will not stop

No one

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I feel the sadness It is coming on I do not know why I do not know how to fix it All I want to do is cry I am not as strong As I want to be Because I can not live Without someone beside me This makes me weak This person that I … Continue reading No one