Soulless

I am a blank slate I become what you want me to be Then it unfolds as the emptiness spreads Until there is no life in me I am no one I am everyone I am what you want to see Then I am gone Nyx

This is not the end

I have lived a lonely life Many have come and gone But Jack my dear you stood out With all your smiles and your cheer You became my friend Within moments of meeting me It was your actions, not your words That showed me who you are A beautiful soul who embraces life You have … Continue reading This is not the end

Drifting

I used to think that love was the only way To lead me to my home But now I feel myself drifting slowly I do not feel the pull I have found a way To walk this world alone I still feel tinges of the pain The scars still tear away And the blood still … Continue reading Drifting

Hollow

No matter what I do The emptiness consumes me The hollow depths of my soul This is all I feel I fall into the darkness The only thing I know Is that I belong no where So this is where I go Nyx

My last dance

Another day is passing The sun begins to set Here we go again I lay out the cards I place my bet Darkness says to me It’s a 50/50 chance This will be your last dance Nyx

Freedom

If I die today That will be okay Because I know longer care Who I ever was What I ever did I live my life because I must And today I am free Nyx

In the end

And in the end I see Clear blue skies in front of me The peace has finally come In my life you won The suffering was great My love turned to hate I should be happy breathing But this cannot be Because you destroyed me Nyx

In the shade

There is no sunshine in the shade The clouds are rolling in Where does it end When did it begin Nyx

I will fight for us

Today all I want to do is float away I do not want to feel I do not want to breathe Every breath brings the pain I hold the girl I let her cry I tell her we do not just fight for us That we are not ready to die We just continue on … Continue reading I will fight for us

A place for us

Deep within my soul I know there are pieces left Parts that will one day make me whole Someday you will see That there is so much more to me Then the girl who walked away There is so much more to me Than just one story to be told One day when I walk … Continue reading A place for us