New beginnings

Things are changing Once again I found an end As a new beginning starts A new path has cleared With all the things I have fought And everything I have feared I make myself walk forward Because it is what I do I adapt because I can This is who I am Nyx

Believe

Everyday I fight I put one foot in front of the other Some days I fall Others I keep walking I try not to think About what has happened before When I think about my past I open a door Within it is this person So lonely and so still She sits there in silence … Continue reading Believe

Obstacles

With every obstacle that I face I know there will be another To take its place It does not matter Let them come As long as I am still breathing I will not stop Until I have won Nyx

Not slowing down

One door closes As another opens I have chosen to walk forward Picking paths as I go Not slowing down Until I have found What I am looking for Nyx

The changing season

As the leaves fall around me I see the beauty in the changing season Sometimes there is no need to reason Everything that people do I try to remember that when I feel pain I have to look inside myself again Find the inner beauty of who I am As I find the ground I … Continue reading The changing season

A new path

The path before me Filled with branches and thorns I had to step away I see a new path ahead Let’s see where it leads today Nyx  

Still as stone

I stand alone in the valley Still as stone I wait I hear the footsteps I know it is too late I brace myself Listening as he comes closer I am ready Nyx

Hope lies within my dreams 

I am sitting here  Alone again  Silent and still  I wish I could say  That I am fine  But I would only be lying  Let them sleep  As I bury the pain again Let the apathy set in So I can wake up again tomorrow  I feel the emptiness fill me  As I listen to … Continue reading Hope lies within my dreams 

Side effects 

I feel my chest start pounding But I can not control it  The anxiety is growing  There is nothing I can do  This is the side effect  Reminding me of what I went through  I can not change  What I have done  I can not change the past  All I can do is keep moving  … Continue reading Side effects 

Hold on 

How did I get here  My world has changed  Right before my eyes  One decision  One step forward  And once again  My life before is gone  In a blink that reality  No longer exists  In this moment my world is foreign  I do not know where I am  I do not know where I am … Continue reading Hold on