Today I fight

Today I am fighting The void within my soul If I do not it will destroy me Everything will fade away No one else can save me Because no one else can see The abyss that is beneath me The pain that pulls me down I have to find away I have to save myself … Continue reading Today I fight

Born in sin

She walked the world alone Fighting through the images Flashing through her mind Always with a smile Always so kind Underneath it all She feels herself rotting from within She is not from this world She was born in sin Yet she exists And she will keep fighting She will win Nyx

Falling

I sit here and slip away My body shuts down I am lost But I want to be found I am reaching out for help today It is like I am looking back Yet here I am in the present This haze of a person with no core self Please someone help me Please hold … Continue reading Falling

Keep fighting

I keep fighting Every single day It will never end But I will fight anyway It is all I have ever known All I will ever know I walk this world alone My heart a ball of stone You can not defeat me I will build my empire That will be my home Nyx

For them

Tomorrow the sun will rise As I close my eyes I see the world turn black Sometimes I want to stay this way Keep them closed forever There are a few things that keep me here So I will open them again tomorrow Push past the sorrow And walk out the door Not for me … Continue reading For them

For just a moment

As she walks away The grass dies beneath her feet The trees are blown from sight The clouds they turn to grey As the storm comes She looks to the sky As the rain falls She closes her eyes For just a moment she feels peace Nyx

As I walk through the storm

He made me cry Before I said goodbye  There is no perfect mix  No one who can see  Who I really am  Who I strive to be  I exist and yet I do not  All my life I have fought  To find the balance that I need  In order to push myself  I need to … Continue reading As I walk through the storm

Everyday I will fight

I breathe in the air Tell myself to let go I try to will the anxiety away I need to stay focused I need to find my way I can not give up I will try again To pull myself through I need to find strength in myself I need to find it deep inside … Continue reading Everyday I will fight

Battle

I hold my sword toward the sky I feel everything All the pain All the loss All the sorrow I take the blade I slice my hand I watch the blood drip Into the sand In this moment I swear to myself I will not fail I will not stop I look upon my enemy … Continue reading Battle

A warrior

At the core of who I am There is a warrior A fighter that I know is there I remember when I feel the pressure build I remember when I will my heartbeat to slow I remember and I make myself let everything go Because I will keep fighting This is something I must do … Continue reading A warrior